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Jakarta, Indonesia
Founder of @ProjekMimpi - a reality book and workshop project. Founder of @LenteraMahadaya - a non profit organization for Muallaf / Muslim convert Proud owner of Love Actually Planner @LA_Planner + @Lady Mosh Invaders [Rockin' clothing line for hijabers] @LadyMoshInvader - Twinkle Twinkle(band) Manager @thetwinkstars. Media / Promotion Manager of @KitchenDeath gothic band Jakarta - a rebel. a lover. a dreamer. a believer. a fighter. lately a muallaf. loves writing fiksimini and blogging. an ordinary someone with XTRAordinary dreams. a proud SINGLE mother of one adorable metalhead son \m/ .that i can be a bitch most of the times [err in a positive way I suppose?] .hopelessly romantic ordinary woman - LOOKING FOR that special someone to fill in the 'gap' and help making me whole; again -

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

...battle over my demon-self... [the war has just begun]

come out...come out wherever you are...
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chills running through my vein grasping my cold...
cold heart trying to bleed myself to death just to be sure that I am still alive
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come out..come out wherever you are...
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my demon-self trying to fill its throne once again
watching me making that stupid old mistakes over and over again and left me scattered when I'm trying to repent
been hiding from my own reflections and hating the one who's looking back at me
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come out...come out wherever you are...
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oh no, she's coming again this time I'd like to play dead and hoping that she'll stop feeding on me
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